I'm so sad that the holiday is over and I have to go away again. And its even sadder to realise that its gonna feel like this for a long time.

The only time when I will truly live and stay in Sabah is when I finish studying and get a job and even then I'm not even sure if I'll work at Sabah.

I know that a lot of people promised themselves to go far far away but Sabah is so beautiful. And it feels like home and I love that feeling.

The air is different at home. The smell is different. The way I talk is different.

I'm not ready to fly halfway across the world!! I don't want to leave.

But its great that I feel like this isn't it? It means that I've had happy moments. Happy enough to make me feel sad.

I don't want to face reality. I don't want to do assignments. Sigh... But I kinda have to. Such is the life of a beast of burden. My heart feels heavy. And my shoulders feel heavy.

I should really do those assignments though haha. Ah! There's so many!!

Drowning Fly

I was having lunch with my family this morning and when we were done eating, I noticed a fly in my aunt's plate.

It was so happily doing dunno what.

After a few minutes I saw the fly drowning in a puddle of soup.

And I was like O.o so kesian!