Monday, December 31, 2018

One Semester Left

WINTER 2K18 YA'LL!

I feel like I blinked and suddenly I'm gonna graduate in 6 MONTHS. Oh my god it seems hella surreal. First of all, I don't even feel like a senior. Second of all, I still can't add without a calculator and third, I feel like I wanna be a forever student. But I have to graduate sooner or later, I suppose so why not just cut the cord now.

Lately I've been thinking about saving money a lot. There are so many articles and videos out there about jobless millennials and I keep thing shit there's a 80% chance that that's gonna be me. But deep breaths. In the wise words of CL, I can do everything if I wanted to. But I'm saving anyway so I can take my time to find the right job for me. The best thing is that I am earning in USD, so it makes it so much easier to get to my goal. The biggest barrier is food :( cause I love eating out. I used to eat out almost everyday except for the past 3 days lol. OMG and deliveries are my favorite things. I Postmate food to my apartment so much its a disease. A money sucking soul crushing future killing disease. AND Amazon delivers in 2 days so I used to just get things willy nilly.

However, I did get a job as a undergrad research assistant and basically, I take care of fish. I make about 10$ an hour (I say about cause taxes kill my paycheck). OK lemme digress for a bit.

Us scholarship kids who are studying overseas are getting hate on Twitter cause we are living our best lives here. Basically, people are saying that we are irresponsible with our money by going on vacays and drinking starbucks and buying branded shit. First of all... true lol. I am secretly loving the drama on twitter cause my life is so not happening. What they don't know is that we literally work our fat asses off to make that happen. #humblebrag

But really, all that is the highlight reel. I would know, cause I only post highlight reels on my social media.

Another problem in my life is that I also got kinda fat from all the food I'm eating. I am in a record breaking weight of 54.5 kg. HOLY SHIT IKR HOW DID I GAIN 10 FU---- KG. I used to be soooo skinny T.T I'm only 5 ft tall so dahlah short, gemuk lagi like, GET IT TOGETHER CRYSTAL.

Therefore! One of my 2019 goals is to lose all this weight. Stop eating so much! Go to the gym! Nasib my uni gym is only 6 minutes away from my apartment and its pretty nice. I started going in November and at first I was so self conscious. But now I feel slightly more confident to use different machines and working out in front of people. I even started liking it a little bit. Right now the gym is closed till Jan 1st so I'll go back as soon as it reopens.

2019 Goals
1. Lose weight, get toned.
2. Work more.
3. Save lots of moniesss yayy
4. Cook more at home.