Random Questions Day 1

1:Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
- Closed definitely cause have you ever seen Monster's Inc??? That's what I imagine happening to me at night. I've tried to conquer my fear of monsters and ghosts and anything paranormal by purposely sleeping with it open but I can't go to sleep with the thought of it. So in the end, I get up and close them.

2:Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
-Pshhh yeah of course who wouldn't? Free stuff is the best. But in the end I won't use them and they rot in the closet.

3:Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?
-Tucked out. Its so hot already in this weather and with the sheets tucked in again.... *disregard the fact that I have aircon installed.

4:Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
-LOL NO. Is that what the kids nowadays do?

5:Do you like to use post-it notes?
-I used to use them for PMR and stick them onto random parts of the house like bathroom, fridge, mirror and yeah that was useful. Till now, I still find some around the house. But now I don't find uses for them anymore.

6:Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?
-Even cutting them out is a nuissance haha. And I never have the courage to use them or the memory to remember that I have them. I won a RM10 coupon for my school koperasi in Form 3 and it rotted in my bag. What a waste...

7:Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?

-I guess bees. I mean you can't do anything if a bear attacks you right? If its bees you can run to water and.... either way you die lol.

 

8:Do you have freckles?

-No but I'd gratefully trade them in for my pimples. Ugh, so annoying.

 

9:Do you always smile for pictures?

-YES. MUST. I look stupid if I don't smile. Like I'm trying too hard to look cool or something.

 

10:What is your biggest pet peeve?

-People breathing on my skin. People looking while I use the computer or phone. When people are loudly talking in the cinema. When people in front of me take too long to take an order. When people are in my personal bubble.

 

Speaking of people invading my personal bubble, there was this one time in class when teacher wasn't alone that I was sitting beside this guy cause Leon needed to use my place for hanging up the curtains.

 

Then when a group of us were talking, this guy, L, accindentally poked his knees on my butt!!! MY PERSONAL BUBBLE!!!! Ugh. So I moved a bit la, then comes that knee again and again I moved over. Then it happened again. So I told him that its bugging me.

 

"Why does your knees always poke my ass????"

 

And he said "Manada!" (Where got?) "Perasan oh kau kan?"

 

So basically he said I was sensitive and think too much. Thank goodness after that time recess came and we all forgot about it and became good friends lol. Kids.

 

 

Forgive And Forget

It is said that in every relationship, you lose two close friends. When I thought about this I was like pfft, I have coke, I have McDonalds, where would I find the time for friends? I'm joking, okay. I DO HAVE FRIENDS, TRUST ME!

Anyway, I thought about two friends I lost and realized that I didn't notice I've lost two close friends from All Saints, Nate and Tiara. I didn't realise this until just a while ago.

I didn't really realise that I don't keep in contact with them anymore because I don't really feel like I've lost a really big part of my life. We've never fought, though sometimes we all got a little annoying. Maybe the friendship got boring because of that. I don't even feel like I miss them and I used to think that I couldn't live without them!

Its amazing how things and people change so fast. In just a few months, your best friend could turn out to be a nobody.

I guess I'm feeling a sense of relief too because the other day, my English teacher asked the class if we could forgive and forget. I do find it hard to forgive some things but sooner or later, I'll come around. But geez, I am the most forgettable person ever and yet, there are some things that I just can't squeeze out of my brain. Mostly I can't forget embarrassing stuff that happened to me, but once in a while, I remember some times when I get disappointed by people. I'm really an easy person to please you know! But then comes a situation like this..

I found out about the movie the Hunger Games and while talking on the phone with Tiara, I immediately asked her out to see it. I remembered how enthusiastic I was and excited before watching the movie. I've read the book, watched the trailer countless times and yada yada yada. So we made plans to go that Saturday, yay!

Of course, the odds aren't in my favour (hahaha what a pun) since I had school that Saturday. So, I took the bus to Suria and you should know, that I don't lightly take the bus. If I can, I won't ever let my future daughter take public transport either. So yeah, the bus. I didn't expect the bus to be so late so i arrived a little late. Oh yeah, I wasn't alone la. I had someone with me.

When I was almost at Suria, after taking two buses, TWO BUSES (what a big sacrifice on my part), I texted Nate and Tiara saying I was almost there. And the reply made me so frikkin pissed and disappointed!!

"We're at the cinema with Erik and Sarah."

The odds are definitely not in my favour. These are the two most hated people in the depths of my deep dark ebony heart and you're watching the  very movie that you are supposed to be watching with me (who was damn excited, like a kid getting to meet a friendly clown), to watch with Erik and Sarah
(the clown turned into the Joker)???! I mean seriously, I get Erik, he's Nate's best friend, but you could've just flipped the girl the finger cause you don't like her anymore than I do!  Who the what cares if she's his then girlfriend? And damn, when I met the girl for the first time, she immediately thought that I hated her. Well, okay, that's actually true, my hatred wasn't really a secret.

I didn't even know they were going to be there oh... gaaaaah!! If I did, I would've spammed makeup on my face lol.

Of course, I got over the whole hatred thing, but I'm still angry at them because I felt betrayed, you know? My teacher told us a story about how someone made her feel and she can't forget that feeling, and I can't forget this one, even though its quite petty.

But I was glad of how I acted yay! Because I was very civilised even though some venom slipped out when I said Sarah looked like a Primary 3 student. And they thought I was joking pfft haha!

Oh well. That was a few months ago and I'm in the slow process of forgiving and forgetting.

Did I sound angry in this post? Because I am not actually haha. Its just the frustration channeling through my fingertips and now, I feel so much better!