Crystal's Week

This week I got all my first SPM trial results back and it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be haha! For one thing, I really thought I would get a B or C on my English paper but then I got an A(85) woohooo!! I got A for Maths(80), Malay(83) and EST(85) as well heeeee (but they're still all A- only)!!! So happy! 

For my Biology I had an E(55) wtf and an E(53) for Chemistry as well wtfwtfwtf but surprisingly I got a D(57) in my Physics haha!

As for my History I scored a C(65) and Moral was C(63), and I'm so pissed because I studied like mad for that and still only got a C haiya...

Then omg I failed my Add Maths, E(46).....

I'm so worried about that cause I have never ever passed an Add Maths exam before even though I diligently go to tuition every Saturday. So, its madness to continue doing the same thing hoping for a different result so I want to go for private tutoring.

There's only about 2 months left for SPM and then only 3 weeks left till my second trial so gambateh to myself haha.

Other than studies, I went to watch The Mortal Instruments movie with my family yesterday and it was so disappointing. :( I read the book during the holidays 2 weeks ago and it was so so so nice!!! It was almost (only almost) as Harry Potter even.

But then the main character was portrayed so weak in the movie and the hot guy character looked like a drug dealer! WHY RUIN EVERYTHING WHYYYYYY!!!??? And then there's these girls behind me who keep making their own commentary about the movie as if they're the only two people there. UGH MAJOR PROBLEM NOWADAYS. I hate it when people talk in the cinema!!

Huff huff! I've been anticipating this movie and told all my family members about how it was going to be awesome and epic and now my movie credibility is gone lol.

Ah well, I've never been very good in choosing movies. All the movies I choose to watch always end up being stupid and full of stupid erotic scenes which is awkward. 

Ok don't wanna talk about this anymore, its filling me up with negativity.

On a happier note, I started to walk my dog, Hachi everyday if I can on the evenings and its so nice to ust go out and get some sort of exercise. I've noticed that when I walk Hachi, I come to school feeling very happy the next day for no reason which is good! Happy Crystal means happy grades!

The other day I was walking Hachi and we saw a huge Golden Retriever and a huger Husky being walked by this gorgeous couple and they were so adorable!!! If wish I could touch their pretty long fur and bring them home and then sleep on top of them lol.

Instantly I felt like Hachi was lacking and felt like yelling out, "He's a labrador! A LABRADOR!!" just to prove myself or something. It didn't help that I was still wearing my school uniform that time and looked damn disgusting.

Next time, I'll wear an evening dress to avoid this kind of insecurity haha.

Of Things

Meow, my cat, shat on Eldest Brother's bed yesterday and he didn't even get mad at me. what a good human being!

Today I went to a relaxing day at tuition and then went to the IT Fair. Everything is so cheap! I got a pair of pink earphones for RM 9 which is mad for the quality and I think I'll go back tomorrow to buy another one as backup.

I feel like this IT fair will never come again and my chance at cheap prices will forever be lost. But its a yearly thing so I don't know why my cheap shopper instinct is spiking.

I went shopping with my friend Caroline yesterday and there we're no pretty clothes to be found. Haha, a whole week and this is the biggest problem I've faced. Life is good.

Anyway, its because this whole week I've been an introvert vampire and stayed home. If I was an American and had a summer break, I'd never see the sun willingly. I'd just stay home and have my daily dose of 9gag and YouTube.

Ah well. I didn't have a 3 month holiday, but these two weeks were GOOD.

I met my new little cousin, April who was born this April haha and wuahhhh I fell in love! Ok la not like instantly but I freaked out when her fist held my pinky.

I also met my cousin's girlfriend who is from Hong Kong. I don't know why but meeting a foreigner is like meeting a celebrity. What should I say, what should I do?? We only briefly cause we were in church and also I am THAT awkward...

HOW EMBARRASSING!

I also spent the holidays not studying but hey, we can't always deprive ourselves of fun right?

Oh and, I've also changed my mindset. Just cause I plan to work hard, doesn't mean that I can't have fun. So, I'm going to study and stayback everyday at school and then at home, I'm going to sleep and relax myself.

Yep, and I'll be okay with whatever results I have with that after SPM.

Hahahaha, this seems like a badly thought out plan.

Great Holidays

Yeaaaaaaay I am so enjoying my holidays!

I can do whatever I want and there is no naggy voice at the back off my head saying noooo don't do that!

Its 1.12am now and I'm not even asleep yet! *badass of the year

I watched Percy Jackson And The Sea Monster and I hated it. It was only two hours but that is two hours I'll never get back.

This Raya Holidays, I plan to just stay at home and chill with maybe a few nights of studying. So far, I have done no studying except for tuition on Monday and Tuesday. It was 5 hours a day, so that's practically two days of holiday tuition stolen from me.

But yeah... holidays are good.... I've been reading mangas and manhwas aka Japanese and Korean comics and laughing over 9gag and oh! I went back to playing Dragon Age Origins on my brother's laptop.

I wish it could be a 3 week holiday but a holiday without school meddling in is more than I could ask for. Normally, school would put in some extra classes in between holidays and ruin everything for us.

The only reason why our holiday is complete is because we've already replaced the days on a few past Saturdays.

Yeah, I'm gonna go enjoy myself now. Bye!