Procrastination Post

There's this song that has been stuck in my head and it is so addicting!

 

Anyone else?

I first heard about this song when Sarah told me and then others started raving about it as well. So, I got curious and checked it out. Damn regretful... T___T

It just stays in your head and repeats itself again and again and again. If I don't listen to this song when I want to, I'll get very frustrated, kinda like doing an add maths question haha.

And what's up with youtube buffering the videos so slow lately? And then when I try to rewind the vid it starts buffering from the very beginning. It is very annoying.

Today after my Add Maths tuition, I went to 1Borneo to buy a book!

THIS IS SO FUNNY!!!

I've read the first one and that made me laugh like mad. Its so entertaining and its short and to the point. And also, this book was 20% off. Yes, double win!

 

Didn't make you laugh??!

I hope I don't get sued for copyright but this is all over the internet so what's one more.

I hope that the author, Boey makes a gazillion of these books so I can read them till I'm like, 100 (more or less). I can relate to some of these things cause its about a childhood in Malaysia and well me=Malaysian.

But I lost the first book that I bought months ago and I wanna find ittttttt why do I keep losing things I love!

Sigh, actually the point of this blog post is to procrastinate from reading hsitory. Its just so boring to read about the past! Why can't we read about the future or the present. Why is there nothing in that textbook about Christopher Columbus or about the big horse statue that went into the Troy city place?

Actually, I've about it sometime in my childhood.

Its when the Greek wanted to enter Troy using a very sly method. They pretended to sail away and left this big wooden horse. So the Troys (Trojans? Troys? Meh, potahtoh potaytoh) pulled that big wooden horse into their city. Then, when night came and everyone was asleep, a troop of greek soldiers came out from that horse and attacked everyone in their sleep.

Its quite a funny story to me. But I remember when I read about it at the age of 5/6/7 and thought that the greeks were geniuses for doing that.

Right? Its like when you're in a fight in school and you pretend to surrender and just when the other kid walks away, you kick them in the ass. Yeap, just like that.

OR, in a girly drama-ey fight in school, you pretend to be mature and make up with that bitch but sabotage them behind their backs.

Gah! What am I doing! I'm supposed to be taking a break from history and yet I'm talking about history! And this history isn't even going to come out in my exam!

Ok nothing more about history

Other than that.....

Meow has been such a darling that my name for him this week is Darling! I love him so much! He hasn't bitten me for quite a while and he's always so quiet but lovable! I like quiet animals lol.

Right now he's sleeping by the door cause he got tired of waiting for me to open it. Heee, I'm so happy to have such a nice kitty!

Though I think he thinks of himself as a human. Ah well. Come Darling! Time for cuddly wuddley!!

:D

Ok time to go back to studying. *pops bubble of fantasy and procrastination

Do you know that annoying feeling you get when just a few seconds after you hand up your exam paper, a miracle happens and suddenly you know the answer to every single question on that paper or that suddenly you realise a horrible stupid mistake?

Yeah, I've been having those kinds of feelings a lot so people are always catching me sighing and pulling my hair out randomly. My Add Maths had some silly careless mistake and my english essay was a stupid immature story.

It was about a guy who cheated with his best friends girlfriend and the bestfriend killed the guy when he caught them together in the park. It escalated very quickly.

Today we had a maths exam and it was good! I don't wanna say that I think I did well cause later I'll jinx it but I hope I did well!

I want A in this!

For this last exam, I feel like I didn't really try that hard to do well and actually, now I'm quite worried that I won't be able to maintain my first place in class. But hey, it doesn't matter anyway. What matters is the real exam next month.

NEXT MONTH!! Oh how time flies when you procrastinate.

Oh oh oh! I've started my private Add Maths tuition last Saturday and it was good! But I don't think that ne class can make me pass my Add Maths for this exam so huhuhu...

Other than studying, nothing much is going on in my life. Except that I'm confident my dog Hachi is trying to kill me!

It was raining just now and we both just arrived home from our walk and I took out his leash and ho and behold, it started raining!

Then that idiot dog started to run around the yard making me chase him under the rain!!!

Finally, I managed to grab a hold of him and HE BIT ME MULTIPLE TIMES!!!!!!!

Geeeeesh I hate that dog! Here I am trying to save him into his cage and he bites me. So now I have new scars. Sigh, I could be a scar collector and if there was a scar fairy, I would make millions.

Urghhh I don't want to go for tuition anymore! I feel like it's much too troublesome for me and also cause I'm feeling so lazy these past few weeks.

This may be a shitty idea but I've decided to quit my Add Maths tuition even if I don't have a replacement for it. Fyi, I have never passed my Add Maths exams before in my whole two years learning it.

Hm, dunno la, my Add Maths tuition just doesn't feel right for me anymore. I'm pretty slow in my work and I can't seem to understand numbers as well as I understand language and my teacher seems to always semi-lose his patience to me.

I'm a very sensitive person, I need a lot of patience.

So, I've decided to search for a private tutor (hopefully its possible) so that I can ask as many questions as I want and it will completely be my pace.

And also I hate Add Maths, why would I want an extra class for something I hate.

But, it seems like this whole Add Maths is hell thing is getting better because my teacher in class is pretty good! But I hate asking him questions also la, his patience so fast wear thin. :(

But when I'm not asking him questions and just listen and try my best to understand, I pick it up quite fast! Moving forward or not eh eh?

I hope I can get at least a B for this subject in SPM. Haiya, I have never passed and yet, dream of a B for it? Near impossible.... But absolutely possible!

Believe it's possible and you're halfway there right?

Oh, and today I finally applied to go for college!!!! As in, matriculation. *big eyes

I have a chance of getting a ticket out of here!

Sometimes I imagine that I'd be wearing all these clothes that I would never be able to wear and wear makeup and then dye my hair lighter and have a boyfriend, lol.

Ya ya ya I know, even some 10 year old girls do and have those things but I feel that being a woman needs timing. I feel disgusted whenever I see little girls tramping around in 6 inch heels and makeup and looped earrings and waving about their credit card and (God forbid!!!) make out with disgusting boys 10 years older when they haven't even have had their first period yet.

Now, if they were 17 or 18, it wouldn't look so disgusting now would it? Except for the 10 years older guy, that would be disgusting any time.

A weird thing happened to me today.

I was doing my usual business in the library, so immersed in a book that everything around me is blocked out, when something grabbed my knee.

I did the only thing my brain could tell me to do, I gave a little yelp of surprise.

Ok, not little, more like a huge shout.

It was so embarassing, the whole library was looking at me. Not the kind of attention I wanted at all!

Looking under the table, it was actually Karen, a friend and also a relative.

Haiya, then things were made worse when she loudly exclaimed her apologies and made a scene by saying sorry.

Lol, after a while everything went back to normal and once in a while, you can hear a few people yelping, probably from the shock of someone grabbing their knees...

Winning

Winning is a habit.

Winning is not a sometime thing. Its an all the time thing.

You don't win once in a while and you don't do things right once in a while. You do them right ALL the time.

Winning, is a habit.

You gotta play with your heart, with every ounce of fight in your body.

The big exam is coming soon and it feels like my whole life has been leading up to that moment when I will hold my pen and stare at my paper and write.

And I'm still not sure yet.

Not sure if I'm able to win.

When I was 12, I took my UPSR exam, which is another public exam and I was so so so confident that I would be able to accept any results but then when the results were announced, I lost it. I cried and cried and cried.

I cry a lot when I don't get what I want. And deep down, I really wanted that straight A's. I got 4A's 1B btw.

I guess now I understand that if you don't work for it, sweat for it, you WILL NEVER GET IT.

Back then, I surrounded myself with the biggest form of stupidity, boys. Yikes. And thus, self inflicted myself with psychological pain ugh. It was stupid of me.

I was a lazy bum as well. I hated doing work and I also hated maths, which is what I got a B for. I used to always copy off other people's work.

A few months later and I was ok again lol.

Ack why did August pass by so fast! I felt like I barely did anything this month :(

This week was a pretty relaxed and thus, weird week for me. I didn't go to any of my tuition classes which is bad for me haiya!

On Tuesday I was at school and was struck by this mild stomach ache. What was just a little punch on my abdomen turned out to be a kick in the stomach after a while and then it got to the point where it was making me have a bad headache.

But still, I decided to be stupid and decided to ignore it and BOOM I had a massive fever with a massive headache and a massive stomachache. And at 3pm I decided to call my dad to bring me home.

So, on the verge of dying I waited and waited and waited for two hours and finally daddy came and I got sent to the clinic yay!

The doctor told me that it was just a mild fever *stupid face

The next day, I got a day off from school which I spent in bed and just enjoyed myself and read a book.

And that was the two days when my cells struggled to do everything they can to fight of a 'mild' fever. T_T

On Thursday, my school had a report card day so we had half a day off! I'm so grateful for the timing of my fever. :D

My teacher commented that I was a good student and that she believes in me. *blush and smile shyly *ugly smile

But before my mom came, I sat down with whatever friends that were left and talked to the teachers and gossiped about everyone. I had nothing to contribute so I just kinda nodded and laughed. Its such a different feeling from five years ago when all the teachers treated us all like little children.

Friday was the best day ever cause it was the eve of merdeka day!!

Daddy had been busy this month cause he designed a float for his company to be driven around that night.

And to watch it, he booked hotel rooms for us! It was damn awesome to watch everything from above.

Before arriving in the room, I thought that there would be a bath tub in the toilet and that I could spend my night soaking in hot water goodness. I like bathtubs.

But then when I excitedly rushed to the bathroom to sorta worship the tub a little....





A shower..... A shower... A shower.....

Imagine my sadness. *kick and scream

I got over it.

I'll write a new post about the whole float thing when I get the pics. All my pics were crappy like this.






It was a nice weekend.