This week I got all my first SPM trial results back and it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be haha! For one thing, I really thought I would get a B or C on my English paper but then I got an A(85) woohooo!! I got A for Maths(80), Malay(83) and EST(85) as well heeeee (but they're still all A- only)!!! So happy!
For my Biology I had an E(55) wtf and an E(53) for Chemistry as well wtfwtfwtf but surprisingly I got a D(57) in my Physics haha!
As for my History I scored a C(65) and Moral was C(63), and I'm so pissed because I studied like mad for that and still only got a C haiya...
Then omg I failed my Add Maths, E(46).....
I'm so worried about that cause I have never ever passed an Add Maths exam before even though I diligently go to tuition every Saturday. So, its madness to continue doing the same thing hoping for a different result so I want to go for private tutoring.
There's only about 2 months left for SPM and then only 3 weeks left till my second trial so gambateh to myself haha.
Other than studies, I went to watch The Mortal Instruments movie with my family yesterday and it was so disappointing. :( I read the book during the holidays 2 weeks ago and it was so so so nice!!! It was almost (only almost) as Harry Potter even.
But then the main character was portrayed so weak in the movie and the hot guy character looked like a drug dealer! WHY RUIN EVERYTHING WHYYYYYY!!!??? And then there's these girls behind me who keep making their own commentary about the movie as if they're the only two people there. UGH MAJOR PROBLEM NOWADAYS. I hate it when people talk in the cinema!!
Huff huff! I've been anticipating this movie and told all my family members about how it was going to be awesome and epic and now my movie credibility is gone lol.
Ah well, I've never been very good in choosing movies. All the movies I choose to watch always end up being stupid and full of stupid erotic scenes which is awkward.
Ok don't wanna talk about this anymore, its filling me up with negativity.
On a happier note, I started to walk my dog, Hachi everyday if I can on the evenings and its so nice to ust go out and get some sort of exercise. I've noticed that when I walk Hachi, I come to school feeling very happy the next day for no reason which is good! Happy Crystal means happy grades!
The other day I was walking Hachi and we saw a huge Golden Retriever and a huger Husky being walked by this gorgeous couple and they were so adorable!!! If wish I could touch their pretty long fur and bring them home and then sleep on top of them lol.
Instantly I felt like Hachi was lacking and felt like yelling out, "He's a labrador! A LABRADOR!!" just to prove myself or something. It didn't help that I was still wearing my school uniform that time and looked damn disgusting.
Next time, I'll wear an evening dress to avoid this kind of insecurity haha.
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