New year! New class!


Hello guys, Crystal here. Its been three weeks already since a new semester started and I think I'm doing quite well in classes.

I'm in yet another new class this semester. My class has 23 boys and 2 girls, one of which is me. Welcome to Engineering.

You'd think this is a dream come true for a girl but think again. It's quite lonely in class but it's an opportunity to learn better and have fewer distractions.

All the girls in my program are really good in Calculus apparently, and I'm repeating Calculus.

Most of all, I miss my friends. I almost never get to see them. And when I do, it is me who goes to their class.

I'm the worst relationship-maintainer there is! I don't text. I don't call. I don't talk to people if there isn't an occasion to. I suck at maintaining small talk. So I can see myself drifting apart from them sooner or later. Plus, I have an ego the size of the moon so I rarely initiate conversations.

Jeng jeng jeng.

I won't beg for attention and I won't cling or hold on. I'm just a bad friend like that.

Oh well.

Right now I'm getting all my university applications done and over with and I hope so badly that I'll get accepted into at least one of them.

Pleaseeeeeeee!

That's one of the most crucial part of my program. This is the only thing standing in the way between me and my dream.

Any university is fine. They're all great.