Bye Bye Blogger

I'm moving to Wordpress.

And maybe I won't like it and come sniffling back to blogger but I'm just gonna try it out. Heard its better.

So if you're interested, its here.

Okay nevermind, I just tried it and it is so complicated.... so back to blogger I am!

Today is a holiday which means that I am free to blog yay!

So, I noticed that some of my friends are in a bad mood nowadays and I am really not emphatic to these things. I won't ask what's wrong because I know that they won't tell me and even if they do, I don't really know what to do except pat them on the back and say Aw....

So here's a video to all you sad people out there on how to stay positive. Just watch it. Its really funny (to me anyways).

I like her. She's funny.



Okay, done watching?

Don't worry and be happy.

And I am trying to stay positive because this Saturday is my school's cross country run and I can't run because I have to do my St. John Ambulance duties and treat all the sicklings.

To all the athletes or runners or whatever, DO NOT take these nurses, St Johns', PBSMs and scouts for granted because they (mainly me) are sacrificing their (last for me) run for you. So buy them (me) a drink.

And its not that I am forced by my teacher but as the president of St John, I'd rather be a responsible leader for my last year than be the jerk prez who tells her juniors to do the boring work. So at least my conscience is clear! =D

And my cat ran away to who knows where!!!! =(((

I hope Kooks comes back.... I'm getting kinda worried...

BUT STAY POSITIVE AND HOPE FOR THE BEST!

Do I have a problem? Yes. Can I do anything about it? No. So why worry.

KITTY COME BACK PLEASEEEEEEE!!!!

Sniffle sniffle, I'm damn worried and I'm going crazy! I haven't seen him yesterday or today...

What to do what to do what to do??? There's nothing I can do!!!

What if he died of somewhere? Or some kids took him away and dismembered his limbs. Oh crap.

Calm... calm. He'll be back by nightfall.

Oh ya, I haven't even made a new year's resolution! Last year's resolution was a complete fail...

It was.

1. Work super duper hard. (Fail)
2. Keep your cool, no more screaming. (Fail)
3. ALWAYS do your homework. (Fail, definitely)
4. Never go to school ugly. (I can't remember how many times I didn't brush my hair, or wore mismatched socks)
5. Don't fake sickness again. (Fail lol)
6. Study 2 hours every night. (FAIL HAHAHA!)
7. Don't hate my teacher. (Failllllll)
8. Accept criticism with grace. (Hmmm, not sure.)
9. Don't gossip about anyone. (Fail la of course)
10. Don't forget any books. (Fail)
11. Have a notebook at all times. (Okay, this one pass)

Eyer, my 15 year old self could have done this no problem, but turned 16 and there goes my studying motivation.

So here's my resolutions of 2013! *cue drumroll

1. Eat vegetables everyday. (So far, so good!)
2. Heal my skin. (So far, so good!!)
3. Study and do homework. (So far so good!)
4. Try not to be a jerk. (Uhhh, not sure. But I'm trying!) If I am being a jerk, just tell me.
5. Try to blog more about nice things.
6. Be more serious in class. My BM teacher told me this last year.
7. Admit that I'm wrong when I am and apologize after that.
8. Save money to buy a treat for myself at the end of each month.
9. Stop wearing makeup. Or at least lessen it.
10. Screw cute and become more elegant.
11. Be a responsible person.
12. Learn to say no to responsibililities if I know I'm not capable.

So that is my 2013 resolution for the month of January hahaha. I'll make a new one on February. I'd post a new one so its one step at a time.

One step closer to perfection.

2013 has been really nice so far. Surprisingly, I like my teachers, even my Add Maths teacher.

And as for boys, I don't think I want to have a relationship with anyone. But its fun to talk to boys because they're so different from girls. So everyone who has the XY chromosomes are in the friendzone. For now.

And beside, I think a boy is so distracting if I like him. Actually, even if I don't like him, it will still be distracting.

What with all the phone calls, texts, facebook chats, have to spend time, and then can't even concentrate on schoolwork and the whole mess in the breakups. Its easier to avoid that until I and this future guy will be mature enough to have a proper and healthy relationships.

So no relationships for me! *applause

At least I hope so because sometimes, these things can't be helped.

Responsible student or not hehehe. But if there's a guy I like, I'll probably blog it out. Boys are always good blogging substances.

I Suck At History

Written on 18th January 2013

Finally it is Friday! It feels like a week since the last Friday.

Today I am very impressed with the people who sit around me in class because there were maybe 50 questions given to us by our history teacher on Wednesday and every one have done it except me because I was absent on Wednesday.

Anyway, teacher said that she would test us the questions without us looking at the book. And I was like, Oh dammit....

I knew only about 10 of the answers and even those are only the easy ones.

So I tested Frieda.

Question after question I shoot at her and answer after answer she shoots it back. I died lol.

Very impressive Frieda, very very impressive. *applause

So since she is already so pro, I turned behind in hopes of finding someone closer to my league so I can tell myself that I'm not stupid haha.

But Leon is also so damn smart in history how can they be in this class! They should be in S2 or S1.

Leon was even more impressive because I shot questions at him like a machine gun and he fires back like blinking his eyes. So laid back again that!!!

Me? I answered their questions like an angry birds slingshot. Haiya, why am I like this...

Hehehe, but when Leon was asked by teacher, he cracked under the pressure after a while and answered one question wrongly. Nevertheless, its still very impressive of them.

And Lionel also claimed that he doesn't know anything but yet he answered like it was nothing.

When is Teacher Dorothy gonna give us some essay to do ah... I have to do at least one thing that I'm good at. Yeah I did mess up my year end essay by writing a stupid love story but never again! I'm going to write some awesome mind blowing stuff (I HOPE).

But you know, maybe my essays are crap and I'm just biased to my own work. But I'm determined!

I don't know how but my 1119 will a least be a B+.

1119 is your essay grade if you didn't already know.

Form 5 maths for me is actually really simple for now because my teacher is very very slow. Like soil paced slow.

I wish there was something I can do for my history! Besides reading each page 10 times a day that is. Any tips? Any magic voodoo you can do on me?

But I'm sure with hard work and dedication anything is possible! So I'm gonna go study and do my homework now.

Have a nice weekend!

Here's a picture of Kookie.

Grateful

I am grateful to God because I have a flu. Even though its really messing up my noise and throat, I am really really thankful that that's all I have. A flu.

Because I was browsing through Facebook for a while and a friend I had when I was a kid has cancer. And he posted how he would look like bald.

I found out last year actually but that time I didn't really care because that's his problem and it doesn't affect me anyway. But now setting him so positive about it makes me somehow sympathise about him...

It could be anyone who would have cancer. It could be me. It could be you.

So right now I'm grateful that the only sickness I have to worry about for now is a flu.

So now I'm going to kick myself in the ass because I need to finish my homework and do some revision.

Ohhh and if you can tell me how to make a quadratic equation only with the vertex of a graph that would make my day.

How Boring Of A Person I Am

Aw man... my feelings are so muddled......

Every guy I see, I will confirm find something about that guy that is attractive and then form a crush on that guy.

And I am so easily terperasan!! That means easily won over by the slightest compliment.

Like a guy called me cute (JOKINGLY of course) and I was sooooo happy, and then he says like a dog. Okay, dog sounds so harsh, maybe like a puppy. Anyway, it was a joke and it made me laugh.

But all I could focus on was "cute". Lol.

To another different topic, a guy named Leon in my class reminds me of Jong Kook aka Mr. Capable, from Running Man, a funny korean reality show. Because Leon is very capable and freakishly muscly (or so I heard. I don't notice it) and garang (fierce).

And then my mind thought that BJ (also a classmate) reminds me of Gary. And Kwang Soo, the bullied one is Richmond.

And just as I was thinking these things, Leon was telling me how he thinks we should decorate our class but I was just nodding and thinking about how Jong Kook is so funny. Then when he paused and I realised that he was waiting for a response, that I snapped back into earth and said "Huh?"

And so Adzman who is also my classmate says I am Blank Ji Hyo.

Coincidence that I was just thinking about Running Man members that Adzman mentions it? I think not!

Anyway, that is all that is interesting this week haha. Life has turned so dull with just studying.

First Week Of 2013

From now on, I shall limit my blogging because SPM is just around the corner and I am lusting for straight A's.

I know la some of you will say, yeah right, keep dreaming. But I believe that people do things they don't know they can when they really want something...

And I want a scholarship.

Wah! Its been a long week.


On Monday, I went to the dentist and then after that went back to kampung for new year.

But my grandma wasn't home so we stayed in a hotel! For me, staying in a hotelis a big luxury because I never go on vacations and there is never a reason to stay in a hotel. Unless my dad gets a free stay somewhere which happened once in a while way back when.



My new year feast!

The thing I was most excited about the room was the bathtub because all my life, I have been bathing in a shower so I was excited in spending the new year countdown soaking in a tub. So imagine my fury when I found this....



A shower...

Haiya.. But is ok! It had hot water and in my house, we never had hot water from the pipe so I've gotten immune to cold morning showers lol.

And we went back home and I found this previous thing!



Its the cat from my kampung! The best aunty in the world brought it here because my uncle was planning to throw it away.

I haven't decided what to name him yet. Maybe Cookie. Or Dobby. Or Prince because he is treated like a prince in this house.

I love him so much to the point that I would go from school tired and cranky, yet clean his litter box and spend time playing with him. Then when I finally take my daily nap, he curls up on my chest and sleeps too. Sometimes I would roll over and he falls off but he just curls up under my armpit and continue to cuddle me.

If that is not cat bondage then I don't know what is lol.

Then on Tuesday, I began a new year in school. My last year. My senior year. Oh God time passes so fast! Sob sob..

I like my new class and I like my teachers! But I miss my friends... So much. But its not like I transferred school or anything pshh.

We meet before class starts and in recess and in our after school activities so there's really no need to miss them lol.

On Saturday, my school has managed to ruin my Saturday by having classes to replace the Chinese New Year holiday. But it is okay la, its all for my own good. Study study study! If I fail my SPM, might as well kill myself than let my parents do it.

After school, I immediately went back to my kampung for my grandfather's 40th day of death. I was so tired I slept through the whole journey and felt groggy when I did wake up.

The whole weekend went by in a blur. Cooking, eating, sleeping, praying and all that jazz. When we were about to finally go home though, we couldn't find my dad's car keys so we had to all squeeze into my mom's car and arrived home, at 8pm.

At home, I cleaned Prince Kookie's (I decided that that would be his name) crap in my room, took a bath, and sat down to finish my homework.

And ended my week with the shibangness of pulling through the night reading my BM novel.